Pregnant. There was no way that test said pregnant. Definitely a false positive. But, having been pregnant before, I know that false negatives can be common, but false positives….. not so common. After bursting into tears and running to my husband, demanding he go buy me another pregnancy test…. 4 tests later and it sank in that this is happening.
Do you want my honest reaction? Shock, obviously…. excitement? No, not at first. For many reasons. Our son wasn’t even 8 months old yet, my husband and I both just started new jobs, we were in the process of buying a house- this cannot be the right timing. And then of course, that made the guilt set in. Guilt of not planning for this baby. Guilt for not being excited. MOM GUILT IS REAL Y’ALL. But in the words of Thomas Rhett, “You make your plans and you hear God laughing”.
So, now that some time has passed, we couldn’t be more excited! Our son is literally the best thing that has ever happened to us so if God has decided it is time to bless us again, we are all for it. Am I still scared? Absolutely! Are two babies under the age of two going to be a challenge? You betcha! #2under2 But we will survive and our family will be complete. Because after this, this mama is done!
You’re telling me I have to start sharing?!
Okay- I can dig it.
Ready or not- Baby Meekma #2 coming atcha February 2019!